im at randys cleaning...hahah! its jakes b-day and he didnt want to talk to me. it sucks! i love him sooo fucken much too! he doesnt love me anymore and that literally breaks my heart! fuckkk! but anyways. i got a hampster!! baby Layla! im in loooove! yah so cuute. its my baby! and uhmm i went to the doctor and got blood drawn and the bitch did it ( Read more... )

soo since friday ive been in scv. damn i couldnt have had any more fun than i did. i spent 2 1/2 fucken days with jelly belly diane duckie! i fucking adore her. friday was gi-gi's hotel party. so much fucken fun. black light baby. haha went to bed at 5..yes 5 in the MORNING! at 12 we checked out of the hotel and diane and i went with gi-gi to get ( Read more... )

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haha i loved the way ive dressed the past few days. yah its cause im kewl. i feel like im gonna vomit all over the fucken place. ew! im out...payce bitches!♥

i //really// dont think my life can get any //worse// than this. now i REALLY have nothing to live for. //nothing// at all. theres no hope..theres nothing to //hold// on to. its all been //stripped away//. all of it. whats the point anymore? seriously...i dont even //feel// like im alive anymore. thats it...i'm done. //fuck// it ='(

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i need pills...
im like that bitch from the ring
i never fucking sleep.

its amazing what you learn and how much you have to hide how you feel.

* went to staceys to babysit erica, maddy and my favorite danielle. we cooked we watched movies...drank beer. JK JK funny joke though. now im home. night ya'll <3

..i must say...i love the way i sat still in your arms..lost track of time and fell asleep feeling safe..

...i cant even put this into words...fuck!