Calories- amillion
Excercise none

So now I'm a lazy fatass. who depite failign and failing and failing will keep trying and trying and trying.

DON"T BE A FATASS LIKE ME IT SUX

So I failed my drivers test, had a mental breakdown and then got over it pretty much ( Read more... )

Eaten itleast 3,000 cals, sick as hell. '

Don't date because your lonely
Don't eat becasue your bored

I'm having trouble with both

Not even gonna way myself, ate two carrots today ( Read more... )

Had 4 pancakes for breakfast before I realized what I was doing..DUMBASS, it's too natural for me, i get up and go to the kitchen like I've done since I could get breakfast for myself. Maybe I'll try sleeping in longer ( Read more... )

Ate like a pig yesterday gained 3 pounds, probobly just from the food itself I doubt it will last but I've binged today too, so it'll proboly stay there.

Fat and tired..but mostly just fat

Went to the Providence flower show with my grandmother, so that was fun it's our tradition every year to go and spend lots and lots of money. Thjis year I got a black and white painting of three s almost dancing, it's soo awesome, and like 100 bucks which is wayyyy expensive for me ( Read more... )

Food today:

1/2 cup oatmeal-40 cals
cottage cheese-60 cals
shake-500 cals
sweet potatoe-140 cals
choclate-60 cals

cals=800

gross

So I'm pretty sure my scales on b/c there is no way I am 145.5, there's just not. Im a fatass and don't feel like I'v lost a thing. Especialy since I've been sleeping pretty much for the last 48 hours.

So I have therapy at 10 so I should proboly go get ready but being me I'll end up back in bed until 9:30 when I have to leave.

STUPID

Today-

1/2 cup homemade oatmeal-60 cals
Scrambled egg-140 cals
1/2 milkshake-500 clas

700 cals

I want to go throw up the milkshake but if do my teeth will get infected and then I will be really really sick and that would just suck.