So its been forever sense the last time I was on here. I have a lot of change in my life. I dont know where to begin. Im trying to start a new life but there are people that are holding me back. The worst part is that they are family, blood family.

How is that your family can do this to you? they are the ones that tell u to go for your dreams and ( Read more... )

I thought this was cute so I did it I think you should to...

P.s. I have the most amazing friends I love you MARY-KATE, AMBER,ANDREA,KIKI, and CAIT!

Ok so yeah there is this one person that I like and Im pretty sure that he knows it. I just wish I knew what he wanted. Because one night he was giving me signs that he wanted to fool around but then again when I saw him he acted really wierd around me. what is that about? I wish I had the nerve to ask him but I dont. I know so much about him and ( Read more... )

yes so my parents are gone till sunday night! You know what that means.......... ha just kidding no big parties this time sorry guys. You know I would love to but I just cant with my mom and her new job. I can have a few ppl over for movies and stuff but nothing to out of it. I have some awesome roomates this weekend. We are never going to have ( Read more... )

Bethy- I love you girl with my whole heart. Even though its breaking so much right now I know that your watching over me and you will take care of me. I was so lucky to have known you as I did. You are an amazing strong person. I don't know how you did it for so long. I wish I had your strength. You will be missed so much babe. You were a HUGE part ( Read more... )

wow this week has gone by so fast ( Read more... )

Ok so yeah I have been thinking a lot lately and last night I saw a lot of things I cant wait to have. I went to Grand Rapids with my sister and Steph to see their new house :) (sorry becca ) And I cant wait to live on my own and start a life that I can live. I feel like I dont have my own life because so many people tell me things to do what not ( Read more... )

I cant stand how ppl act these days it really makes me sick. I thought I could have fun with some of them but no they just go and forget about you after they saw u no more then a hour ago. Whats the deal with that??? I just thought I knew ppl but I guess I dont. And thats ok but do my a favor and dont tell me ur gonna do something and then not. ( Read more... )

Ok so here goes everything im feeling..... I miss u like crazy yes I love you and I always will, but its to hard for me to be with someone who has hurt me so bad before. Yes I know u changed but still why should I have to wait till u change to have what I want?? I shouldnt have to. You should be what I want at start. One of my friends is right if ( Read more... )

Yes I am not ok I will not be for awhile but things happen and thing needed to be said. Im glad I finally told you how I felt. Im sorry things ended so badly but that is all I can say and do for now. I really miss you and I thought I could let things go but I cant when U mean the world to me and then u hurt me even tho u didnt mean to. It happend ( Read more... )