yo yo yo. i saw hairspray last night it was funny and cute, very simular to the first movie. matt was in town last night, we went to margaritaville. its always good to see him even if its just for the night. i think i sleep and eat too much, too much that i think there is something wrong with me, i would go to the doctor if i could. its not good ( Read more... )

so i died my hair soft black but its definately blue black, and i definately look like i should be shopping at hot topic around the year 1998. maybe ill get used to it. but more so im really pissed because i knwo how hard it is to get this kind of black out of my hair.

i wish people were awake on the east coast

it took me a good 17 years to find  stable groups of friends in buffalo, that means ill be like 41 before i have fun again :( booooo hooooooooooo. (move to las vegas, omg its fun) but seriosuly there is so much more than that stupid strip shit. i think i really really love edgar, well  i knew i did but sometimes i forget until he leaves for a few ( Read more... )

just a few more hours left and ill be on my way home :( i had sooo much fun while i was here, thanks to everyone that was involved. althought jenn being home would have made it a bit better. it was okay, i mostly just hung out with the boys, and my family and kim short of course for eighties night. im pretty sure i put all the pounds back on. im ( Read more... )

im an old woman now. in vegas i thought to myself, i am totally going to party every single night! wooh, but now that im here i'd rather just sleep and avoid large crowds. kim short and danny called me today! yay. it made me so happy. i was eatign dinner and hanging out with the g-p's when danny called otherwise i would have broken my "never go to ( Read more... )

its really wierd being home. at first everything seemed normal, but when i woke up this morning on my moms couch i felt like I went through a time warp. everything felt wierd but familiar at the same time.  the smell of the air and the breeze. its just a really bizarre feeling. it doesn't feel like home anymore, because its not. but its really nice ( Read more... )

i thought i was cured from being this "this kind of sad".  fuck this bullshit.

i miss my family :( so much, its probably impossible for you to understand.

sometimes i need alone time. having bills and a job and responsibilities is rediculous! stay at home with your parents for as long as you possibly can.