i was talking to this girl i worked with and she told me that its just as expensive to live in LA or San fransisco plus you get paid more hourly, im still nervous about it sinking, and title waves and earthquakes. and i dont hate it anymore because there is grass and rain, and less douchebags, and more simularities to home. i have to wait until ( Read more... )

i went to the sex toy party. woohhoo vegas 007. everything you would expect to happen at a sex toy party did. i bought stuff. its expensive. and they get you when your drunk. i dont think edgar likes his present. and no its not a man thong with a elephant face. sometimes i want to give up, and move home. it wont happen though, no it will not. (i ( Read more... )

i think jack died. not too sure yet i am going to try everythingi can to revive him. im nervous, hes been everywhere with me, never let me down, a best friend.

i saw the killers perform last night.amazing, flawless, spectacular show. we really got lucky by getting tickets for the floor, we were really close. they played a bunch of old stuff and new stuff and covered joy division.  really cool...brandon flowers is such a performer...i want to hang out with him.im so glad we went.if you ever get the chance ( Read more... )

i cant sleep, i found a disk with old pictures...old pictures that i forgot even happend.
it also helped me realize that 2002-2004 were the best years of my life. i like to think of those years as my wild years. i miss the old me.
thanks to everyone that was a part of it.
and sorry if those pics end up on myspace.
<3

i took a nap til 10, im not going to be able to sleep until 5! erg, i hate when i do that. but i was encouraged! encouraged i tell ya! so edgar could have time to play his stupid video game. ok so i sleep, i wake up and he is gone! where could he be?! he didn't even say goodbye...he wrote me a note which i didnt see until after i was completely ( Read more... )

wooh i went swimming today. its funny that the weather is sooo hot. and the water seems so much colder than usual. swimming isnt very fun when youre older.today i made a smoothy trying to be healthy but i drank almost all of it, which is not healthy...but...is it healthier than a ice cream? im not sure, maybe if it was fat free yogurt. edgar is ( Read more... )

i want to go swimming...no swim partners ( Read more... )

i have 5 pending tattoos.
now i just need investors.

its 77 degrees here today and its 90 in buffalo. i like today because it feels like the beginning of summer in buffalo. there is no transition from spring to summer here, its just summer like BLAM! and way too hot. its only may i know. i thought i loved hot but, im sick of it. thank god for today.i went to a hard rock party on saturday it was fun, ( Read more... )