I know this is long but please read it, it is very important to me.

[daisydog15]

Today is a beautiful day and I wish I could be carefree. I wish I could walk around hand in hand with my boyfriend and know that summer will bring me back to my house with my parents and pets. But I suppose wishing is pointless. Because the reality of it is that my boyfriend is sick, my parents are dead and I truely am homeless

Comments

[aeroplane86]

i just wanted to say thank you, for this entry helped me come to some conclusions about my own self, and a painful situation that i am currently in. you are strong enough to know that you need to be completely selfless - and i'm trying to do that too. thanks for being you, and believing. i sincerely hope everything works out for you, and i love you.

[daisydog15]

:0) thank you, dont worry girl, Im sure whatever it is will work out. Love (of any kind) is so strong and it really can make it through a lot. if you ever need to talk, im here. you really are an inspiration to me every day. ill keep you in my prayers. just remember that 99.9% of everything works out. <33 love you!

[flagitious_mare]

i love you both. you two are soooooo beautiful, and hearing you guys say such things to each other is seriously such an amazing thing. you are both such loving women, and you guys are so mature times 400. stay the way you are and don't change a thing.
except make sure you guys come back to surf... i miss the attitude monsters!! :)
good luck to the both of you guys... i know that you'll pull right thru once everything works out. :)

aww

[m0thaafvckaaa]

amanda i love you girl!! im always here, and you are gonna be so much stronger at the end of all this.

[uglylove1030]

Amanda, as I said before, you and Mike are amazing. Your love can withstand anything the two of you put it through. You're like Cory and Topanga. [I know, but I love that show. lol] You know I'm always here for you if you need to talk, always. Oh, and just a reminder, like your parents you're also a selfless person. You've helped me and many others so many times growing up. When I had a problem and didn't look to happy, you always asked me what was bothering me. When I needed help in Physics, you stopped what you were doing to help me. You made sure I understood. You're selfless, Amanda! Love you.

[eaglegirl84]

i dont know who you are, but that is so weird because right now im watching boy meets world!! and i love that show too!!!

[uglylove1030]

lol. Me too!! The part one finale was on last night at 1am and I HAD to watch it. lol I'm such a loser.

[delascruz]

Keep your hopes high and a smile in your heart, you're soul will be stronger than a 100 elephants for the rest of your life! I <3 u!

[eaglegirl84]

aw manda you made me cry...i just like busted out in tears when i read that about mom, because it is so true. we would clean together for extra money and should would always give me more than half instead of half even though she really needed the money. and we'd fight cause i wanted to give it back to her.
and when dad used to pick us up from bush on the turnpike. ive never met anyone like that before or after their death, and i miss them so much <3

we will be ok, and i wish mom and dad were here to celebrate such a nice day. you know today is one of those days that are beautiful and we would have the front door open with all the windows open and the breeze would be blowing all through the house. and we'd run outside and spin and mom and dad would come out and watch us cause everyone would be out back playing basketball anyway.

ah i miss those days.
but i love you and one day everything will be ok.
i know you dont understnad it now, but you will someday.
it makes me sad that i cant hug them, but they are here...