Never have I been any more up in the air than I am right now about things.  And I mean everything.  It's really quite strange, and im not necessarily unhappy or depressed, I think ( Read more... )

this listlessness that fills me is really weighing me down ( Read more... )

Dear Diary ( Read more... )

Why hello digital world, you are one of my only true friends ( Read more... )

It really does feel great to workout.  And even better, it usually takes me till at least November every school year to get my ass in the gym, and now, here i am.   I mean, I did promise Jake I would wear a corset for the sexy party, so why not start now?  School is actually going okay for once.  I find myself more motivated, happy, and driven than ( Read more... )

I hate to be like this and all, but this is how i feel right now.  Yea, it's a michelle branch song, but words are words ( Read more... )

ahhh yes, ive come back again.  I think reactivating this thing has caused me to want to write in it much more.  Also the fact that everyone who used to be in the little "community" from back in high school and so forth is pretty much gone and that makes it a little more open to say whatever the fucking shit i want (no offense to anyone who that ( Read more... )

I cant believe that almost exaclty 2 years later im writing in this thing again.  I had to re-vamp the look before I could write also....it was just way too sterile.  It's crazy to think of the place in life that I was at 2 years ago, while it's on my mind.  I was so ready for anything.  And it happened.  What a wonderful summer that taught me so ( Read more... )

so im sitting her at my internship wondering what to do and how to procrastinate....YELLO ( Read more... )

So I was bored of packing and studying and decided why the hell not update my livejournal. I cant believe this year is almost over. Finals are over friday and then it's finally summer....*sigh* SUMMER!! This year has been absolutely crazy/amazing/unpredictable and its hard to imagine going back to big bad nbk for yet another summer. All I have ( Read more... )