IIIII never write on this. Ever.

I haven't updated this in a million years. I'm so different than I used to be, it's incredible. I have much more direction. I'm a lot more organized and generally happy. Nothing really matters anymore. I'm not that same person I used to be.

The past weeks have definetely been "blah" weeks. You know the times where you kind of feel like you're having an out of body experience, only for an extended period of time? I find myself walking down the halls of my school by myself, thinking to myself, "This isn't my life." However, I don't think If I repeat that 3 times and click my heels ( Read more... )

Did you forget to read the script?

There was never a role for him.

It was always you and me. Just me.

I must admit, I miss that beautiful mess we once were... with all my heart.

Sandra Marr was fantastic. The day was really long with the Montel trip and all, so I was super nervous that my voice wasn't going to be in perfect shape. I was literally shaking the whole time I was singing.. and even worse after. But a lot of people really liked the song and were impressed by my performance. It's one thing to impress parents and ( Read more... )

I doubt you read this. But I read what you said. I don't like seeing you upset. True, you probably did need to realize what your life has really become... who your friends really are. When I told you that I'd always care and I'd always be your friend, I meant it. That's all I have to say. I don't have a choice in the matter.

Mr. Burke liked my comment so you can suck it rat woman. NAH NAH NAH, NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH! =P

I know you probably don't read this, but I worry about you. You know I always worry about everything and that I always worry about you wether or not I want to. I miss talking to you, but I don't miss fighting. Not at all. I don't know if there is a way for us to get along. I don't know if its worth trying. I don't know a lot of things, but I do ( Read more... )

Today was painful. I hate cramps. Luckily I wasn't very tired in my classes and didn't fall asleep in physics like last time. Instead, I went to guidance and talked to Mrs. Foster about SATS and PSATS and COLLEGE!!! Does she always look exhausted and drugged out, or am I the first to notice that. Anyway, it bought me some time to get changed for ( Read more... )