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Today is Tuesday...
Ok..
So real quick:
Lindsay and I are not friends right now. I really don't want things to be like this but there is nothing I can do. She hasn't called, texted, or made plans with me in almost 2 months. Whenever I call her she never calls back or texts like HOURS later and gives me some lame ass excuse. She actually has said to me not to blame her ( Read more... ) -
Better things to come?
I got fired from my job last nite. I can;t say that it was a total surprise or anything but still... Not exactly what I had planned for. Finding a new job was on my list of things to do. I guess recent events have made it a bit more immediate.
Not gonna lie- yesterday was one of my crappier days. Today isn't much better. I have been in need a few ( Read more... ) -
2 years, 16 days...
I don't know what made me think of this. Maybe it will be good for me.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired.
(How awfully depressing that sounds.)
But it's true- for a while now- that has been more of what I know of reality than anything else.
But... as positive thinking goes, or as it should, I will be able to make changes soon. Classes are ( Read more... ) -
No one asked me..
She said to me once-
You smell like the wind.
What does the wind smell like-
You.
Things like this-
every time the wind blows-
I am reminded of what love is.
Or was-
Love is the wind-
You can't control it-
you can't stop it-
and you can't hold on to it.
When it's gone-
It's gone.
I'm gone. -
Douchebag,
or maybe i should call you dad ( Read more... ) -
Apparently
my birthday is next week. I doubt anyone will notice.
And that is more than ok with me.
:since birthday's only ever remind me
of what i've fucked up
over the past year: -
I don't like crying
Especially when i really don't know why ( Read more... ) -
Wrote this a year ago today.. thought it was worth a second glance..
::Reflected::
Some things are better left unsaid-
Some apologies better left ungiven-
Some mistakes better left unregretted-
Some friends better left unforgotten-
Some wishes better left unmade-
Some dreams better left unspoken-
Some people better left untouched-
Sometimes things are better as they were.
But that's a fine line to be crossed. -
Sooooo....
Strangely enough, four days into 2006 and I'm feeling semi-positive about the year to come. Which is even stranger for me because I am such the pesimist when it comes to the un-known ( Read more... ) -
Leave a message- I'll call you.
Hi Jesse- It's Katy ( Read more... )