I'm home. Again. On the computer, yes, but quite effectively alone. What do I want? To be held. Why can't I have this? Mom will be coming home soon, and I have to get off the computer. Why? Because even though I am 19, I can still be grounded ( Read more... )

Well, today was my first full day without Taia since Thursday. Yesterday, for the first time -ever- I didn't break down and bawl my brains out. Now, I put on a pretty good act, acting like it was all okay and such. Yes, it fooled everyone...but behind that little mask I was dying. I was being ripped away from my one and only love yet again, and it ( Read more... )

The smell of morning dew and fresh rain hung in the air over the large, open field. The sun was just beginning to come up over the Drake mountain ranges. A slight breeze made it's way through the small valley, blowing up leaves and other debris. Up on the highest hill within the valley he stood. Clad in silverish blue plate armor, he held the hilt ( Read more... )

"Answer all of these questions with a lyric from a song ( Read more... )

Man, I can't believe I've been taking Taia for granted...I've been thinking of nothing but myself, and what would happen from day to day, giving little thought to my love except on some occasions...I took her being around for granted....I took hearing her beautiful voice for granted...I became more and more about me. I was also leading my life down ( Read more... )

For lack of a better greeting, YO o_o ( Read more... )

-I WANT... To be with mah babeh o_o ( Read more... )

Just about >_> Yeah, yeah, I know. I never, ever, post in here anymore. Oh well, right? Maybe I'll start again since I'm trying to be the old me. The new me, frankly, sucks. I've been striving to rid myself of these stupid problems that have been arising, and I've actually been doing quite well. Yes, I will continue, and I won't stop short for once ( Read more... )

Yeah o_o A quote from yours truly not so long ago. Why do I say such things? Simple. My life is a rotting piece of shit that isn't getting any better any time soon. Taia and I have almost fallen completely apart lately. I'm sad that I keep hurting her, and since I'm sad I keep making the wrong decisions which in turn hurts her even more. Confused ( Read more... )

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