once again i sit here with tina... cause she is awesome, and stuff and yea im good and i think that she is... well ill keep that to my self (chuckles) and she is confused, by the walgreens bottle lol i think this is great. she doesnt even see me typing wow tina... i can move my knee lmao wow, we can all move our knees and i got a zip drive hell ( Read more... )

hi all tina is what me again and so yes i promised her i would update everytime she came over and this is one of those times, so thus i am updating hahaha yea im slow and she is cute what else is new lol, so yea we are just chilling and soon to bbe eating and stuff and jen is here and so is my autn sharon and my rents and lateron my cousin eddie ( Read more... )

so after alot of bullshit and alot of other things, i have realized i need to call a few people and end a few things and call a few more people and start some things over, because i have fucked up alot, but whos counting... and i have come to the conclusion i need to sit down and talk to zack, i really miss having a guy friend i can count on, ( Read more... )

you know i thought i escaped alot by ending alot of friendships by cutting of people i never allowed myself to get close to, but what i saw march 9th in her eyes was something different, what i saw was pure hatred, its what i see when i look in the mirror, eyes glazed over, ready to break, waking up dying, and dying to wake up, you dont know what ( Read more... )

You wake up to discover that your bed is on fire, but go back to
sleep because you just don't care

-Dakota-

update....

hey all whats up? today is a better day than yesterday, because my girlfriend loves me, maybe a little more than yesterday, maybe not, and i think my plans have actually worked, in my whole one day with not talking to anyone... i feel relieved, no bullshit to soak up, and noone to have to hear shit from, i mean its nice just being able to live, ( Read more... )

so ive decided that love is like water, and the rippled effects of a splashing item. when love hits you, you feel it, like a rock hitting the water, there is a splash ( Read more... )

so i have decided that i am unhappy because i let myself be, i cant be in a good serious relationship, only because i let something thats been so harsh to me stand in my way, why should i care about someone who doesnt care about me, who can be cold one minute and warm the next, but only warm to others, im tired of letting things pass me by, i ( Read more... )

just wante dto say hi and whats up all, thanks go to my wonderful girlfriend for wanting me to make a journal, and i am just posting to make something be here and take up some space thanks and laters

-Dakota