Why does it always seem like everyone's sole mission in life is to try to find some way to make me feel guilty about something? It seems like everybody just has this overwhelming need to make me feel bad so they can get what they want ( Read more... )

Just thought I'd update real quick. Absolutely nothing's changed.. my life still sucks, I hate everything about it, and there's no way it's ever gonna change... pretty soon, the only place anyone will be able to see me is in an asylum... and if anyone wants tell me that all I need to do is get out of this town, please come up with suggestions as ( Read more... )

K, so, there's something seriously sad going on here...

My brother, who's been single barely a month, has just left to go on a date...

And I'm still sitting here... 4 YEARS since my last actual date...

Life really does blow sometimes...

I've come to a conclusion. I've decided that I'm sick to death of being the nice guy. I'm sick of giving in to what other people want and no one having any consideration for me and what I want or need. I'm sick of being the doormat... and I'm sick of living my life like the crap stuck under someone's shoe. I'm a person too dammit and I deserve ( Read more... )

Since last we spoke ( Read more... )

Could it be.. am I.. updating ( Read more... )

I really don't even know what to say. I'm SO incredibly sick of life that I... you know what? No.. I'm past needing to scream. I'm past the point where a walk or something is going to fix it. Life BLOWS so much... EVERY time I make a decision or think that things MIGHT JUST go my way if I do it one way or the other, it just BACKFIRES.. directly ( Read more... )

In order to be spoiled you need at least a 40 ( Read more... )

In addition to last night's entry... I'm SO sick of being constantly surrounded by couples, I could scream the bloodiest murder. Seriously, you guys would be able to hear me in Nashua. CLEARLY.

We went through my grandfather's puzzles tonight. My parents took back the ones they'd given him over the years and my grandmother thinks she's gonna sell the rest... possibly to a friend of hers. It's weird... that room looks so weird without all the puzzle boxes. I mean, that's what he did.. especially since he got sick a couple years ago. He ( Read more... )