I'll be the reason you leave this city....

[dales_seatbelt]

I don't know how to explain what's going on inside my head right now. I'm not necisarrily angry as much as I feel decieved. Like it's all be one big lie. And that hurt's more than I could ever imagine. I don't know why I let this shit get to me. It's not my life to dictate. It's a good thing I still have feelings for you or else I'd be able to let

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[go_____mordecai]

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[dales_seatbelt]

Contrary to popular opinion, not everything i right about in here is about you. There was a girl in high school that I had probably the biggest crush on that I've ever had. I mean I had it fucking bad for her but never really had the courage to do anything about it. Junior year I met Megan and this girl moved and I lost contact with her until about three months ago when I ran into her at a show and it all came back again. We started hanging out and it was good and it was kinda like a dream come true, so to speak. Kinda like a movie picture fantasy where the girl you loved finally comes around and all that shit. And then all the sudden she stopped talking to me, stopped hanging out with me and basically started ditching me. I came to find out she got back together with this asshole ex-boyfriend that treated her like shit and I can't do a fucking thing about it. And it kills me

[go_____mordecai]

I wasn't mad so much as I was hurt thinking you couldn't just tell me to my face.
I felt like a shitty friend & a big ol' douche.
I am sure by now you know I have liked Devin for a while & that we may start dating... But, you're always going to be my best friend. & I have been on & off with him for like 2 yrs. I guess I should have just told you that upfront a while ago.
Either way, I hope I can still be your best friend, because you're mine.
I love you.
<3

[dales_seatbelt]

best friends forever.

youll just have to take my word that this isnt about you. i couldnt imagine thinking any of these things about you. i couldnt imagine my life without you in it, if even the smallest part.

i dont care who you date as long as youre happy. fuck my emoness. it shouldnt effect anyone elses life.

[saddams_thebomb]

woah sweet heart...if you need to talk please call me okay? i'm here, always.

i love you nahtan. <3