so now i'm beyond pissed. i wrote a whole passage about my gender identity and it all got deleted. so stupid. so i guess i'll just have to type this again. so i've never really thought in terms of male or female. it sounds a little asexual but really i'm not. i played with barbie and spiderman. i had an avatar aang action figure and a bunch of just ( Read more... )

what's up, journal? i didn't get to go to WOF after all. my friend got super sick. we couldn't even go to the mall, which was our plan b. so i stayed home and stretched my ears instead. i stretched them to a 10g nd now i'm wearing these amazing clear tapers. mom hasn't seen them. which is ballin. they're so comfy. neway, i bought some manic panic ( Read more... )

hey, journal. i've been thinking a lot lately. this saturday, i'm going with cheyann to get something pierced. but i don't think i will. i've been debating on it. it's so hard because i know it'll hurt my mom, but i really want a piercing. i want spiderbites. i think they look good. i don't really want any other piercing. maybe a frowny or ( Read more... )

today was a half day and i was helping my grandma rake leaves. so my mom calls and says to go check my grades. they aren't good and now i know that. then she's all "we're gonna talk about them later" and i was like "i know u will." i'm supposed to go to a birthday party tomorrow, we goin' to the plaza, and now she's all like "u might not be going" ( Read more... )

So today at school, this girl i just really don't like, dasia, was threatening to beat me up. i asked her to close a freakin' window and she's all like, don't get an attitude or something. i said i'm not and that i'm cold. she says get a jacket, i tell her to get a fan if she's so hot. then she starts getting all whiney. as per usual. this girl is ( Read more... )

Okay, so today at school, something a little strange happened. My companion and twin, Penguin, asked me if anyone asked me to the Junior/Senior banquet at our school, would I go? I said yeah, I would. I mean, why wouldn't I? I guess it'd depend on the person but I didn't tell her that. So yeah. And then another friend of mine, Broadway, told me ( Read more... )

Hey, journal, how's life? awesome, awesome. i just got a new obsession. i have a very co-dependent relationship with rock and metal, and i've been completely short on new bands to check out. so i went to the hot topic website and went to the music hoodies and t-shirts and copied down as many band names as i could. i'd start searching them on ( Read more... )

Okay, I totally broke down just now and got a Facebook page. My friends have been telling me I should for, like, ever. It was totally annoying and I kept saying 'no way' but i guess I got bold or something cuz I finally did it. I'm setting it up and writing this at the same time. I'm just like waiting what everyone says to see if they notice. lol, ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh, Journal, this is so unfair. I think my stepdad blocked one of my favorite websites. I can't believe this, why would he do that? He was asking me a couple days ago if I'd changed some settings on something. It was the settings on something. I think the screen saver or something like that. I said I didn't do it. I wouldn't know how to do ( Read more... )

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