YA know what? im tired of being nice all the time to everyone. its my turn to fucking bitch at everyone ( Read more... )

I FOUND EM. omg so i bought tickets last july and in april i got mad and like just threw em in my closet... and i couldnt find them, i didnt really care i mean they were only 300 bux! so i found the damn tickets and i was like holy shit...so i might be going, i have to see...its not my call, i am waiting on a myspace response...

i got a flat today ( Read more... )

i mean i am tired, and stuff, but i cant sleep. i think these depression pills are makeing me feel sick, so it makes me not want to sleep. but i still have had a wonderful night. big day tomorrow. i cant wait. i mean i can becuase it will eaither go good, or bad. so i dont know, but at 2 i know i have to be at work place. manny is applying, woot. ( Read more... )

so i call my friend val at 11 and i am like val i am upset lets go see jon, jon just came home today from being in trouble and sent away, so we drive to jons, half way down the street i turn off my engine and roll, and well i forgot about the power steering, and i couldnt turn and the car was in neutral so i almost ran over a mail box, funny shit, ( Read more... )

today was rather good. i woke up to Jon calling me. He called me from his house phone so right away i got up and was like omg you rhome. i was rather excited for some reason. so i took my pills, (i sware, depression sucks....but pills make it better,(the ones the doctor gives you) i love being happy) .. i blazed with bre, then i left. i got val, ( Read more... )

oh my goodness, let me tell you about my day ( Read more... )

so hey yeah i do have depressing monents. thats what i put in live journal. quite frankly i like wen people hate me, only because its less i have to worry about. and no matter what, you have to do the best you can with what you have ( Read more... )

hes cool, smart funny and hes my hero. . . . i wrote him a letter ( Read more... )

So richard just stopped by, the drag queen. and he grabbed me and threw me onto the lawn and started yelling at me, i was high so i was like what the fuck is going on, and tells me that he is bringing me to detox and rehab. i really didnt want to go, so i got jim and was like please dont make me, and they sat me down and made me explain why i am ( Read more... )

Fuck you. all of you. i am tired of being lied to. allie i cant belive you ( Read more... )