I am not sure what caused it, but I decided to make a new Lj.

I will add you on there, so don't be shocked about some stranger contacting you. I'd appreciate if you all added me back. :)

The name is Vast_Lygophilia

This whoile week has been horrible. No motivation to get out of bed, no matter how long I slept, been putting off all my work, so I am going to do it tonight so I can enjoy my weekend.

SOME productiveness came out of this week though, such as a change in my theme and background:

( BIG pictures )

My alarm rings, telling me my day has begun, start getting ready for class. I hate lying in bed, being dead tired, but knowing I have to get up. So I make myself, basically have to kick my own ass, stand up, somehow manage to go to the bathroom, brush my teeth, then maybe sit at the computer or 10 minutes to really wake up, until my vision gives ( Read more... )

"I think about our time together constantly."

Ah, break is over. Brandon is a thing of the past. Lauren and Ben broke up. I spent the 28th at Ben's place, because going down to Bloomington and back up to Indy early Wednesday morning would have been stupid. Would have missed my flight if it wouldn't have been a few hours delayed. Happened to meet a guy from my German class who coincidentally ( Read more... )

Or otherwise known as my BIRTHDAY! I am 21 now. Believe it or not. And I actually was productive today, and as slow as my day was so far, it was good. I had a review in Russian for my test tomorrow (which is the only thing prohibiting me from getting totally shitfaced), chatted with the amazing people in that class - I honestly adore them. They are ( Read more... )

I really admire those people that make interesting and well written entries. Such as banana_bandana, corporatepiracy andcosmogonic. I sometimes read over my own old post, and wonder why the heck I even wrote it. It doesn't even remotely interest myself, why would others care ( Read more... )

And they say girls are Drama Queens. They will poke fun at you, make jokes, make fun OF you, and I as a girl have to take it and not get upset. Alright. But if I return the favour (especially in the topic of Sex) they get upset. Bah. I am really rethinking starting a relationship with a person that gets offended this fast. Sure he is sweet, but if ( Read more... )

You guessed it, I am updating ( Read more... )

well i dont think you realize that i do still care for you in a way that you won't be able to realize. you are still part of me i still have the heart and the poem with me like always. none of that has changed. my feelings yes have shanged just like your feelings have cahnged towards me. the reason for that is the fact that we are not around ( Read more... )