years later... everything seems ridiculous to me. A certain reality of life hit over the years that has created a view of life a lot different than years past.  I guess it's called growing up... but some paths seem so different. After a string of failed relationships I truly feel that I found my soul mate.  Someone that makes me happy and i'm ( Read more... )

It's funny how people you once knew change over time. The less time you spend with them the less you recognize them. How can someone you love and respected change drastically for no apparent reason. Morals... respect .... friendship all defined .... lost ... destroyed by stupid actions. ya that last sentence makes no since .... at least i tried. ( Read more... )

my heart still pains with loneliness. It seems that every moment i spend alone the memories of her come crashing back to me like a pound of bricks. The reasons why i love her fill my broken heart with poison. I busy myself at work ... even though i'm sick, i push myself to work more hours a day.. so I can spare my head the truth for just a little ( Read more... )

So she finally came clean tonight and told me why she broke up with me after 2 years...she just doesn't feel the same way she use too...that's way more understandable than what she had previously said... No matter she wanted to just be friends ... i told her i cant have anything to do with her or ill never be able to move on .. n its true...while ( Read more... )

It's strange being single cause it's hard not to confuse it as being alone (which is just depressing) so I'll try to make it positive and just think of it as an opportunity to see other people. (Its still depressing)

Well here's an update of my life. I just graduated from valencia a couple of weeks ago. Before that while I was trying to get an internship I got the opportunity of a life time. By some weird lucky cosmic chance someone got fired at the company i work for. The position is a brand new position intended to create show technicians. Well I went to ( Read more... )

bye bye right side mirror of my car we had some great times. looking at you and you showing me things closer than they appeared ...those were the days...To think i only fell asleep for a few seconds...IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY...but i guess its better to go of onto the curve and hit a street sign than to go to the side of oncoming traffic... R.I.P R

so a couple of days ago my jefe decided to give me a nickname:this is how it happened...My name is pedro joel rodriguez and my brother is pedro josue rodriguez, everyone at work calls him Pedro and people call me pedro 2...well since no one wants to call me joel n i'm tired of pedro 2 my jefe decided to officially nick name me Jdro...which i ( Read more... )

I feel i'm probably one of the most easiest person to get along with. I know the only reason i only have a handful of friends is because of my initial shyness. If you people only knew that its just a barrier that once broken leads to a wonderful person. I'm nice, i have great morals, i dont consider my self genius...not even close. But i'm not ( Read more... )

I'm currently working on three different editing projects that practicly take up all of my free time. Don't take me wrong i'm not complaining, i mean how can i when it's what i love to do. although i do wish i had more time so i could do more things that i want to do. Between having school from M thru S. Working closing shifts 6 days a week and ( Read more... )