For those who remember this account from the beginning. Lenny, Brendan, etc. You all know I only Resort to the land of LiveJournal when I want to really get to the crux of my problems. However, their's no pending problem, but something that could lead to a pain I never felt before. Fragility. I'm very Fragile person cause I'm in a transition that' ( Read more... )

The little things; It's always the little things. Silence, obvivous dogding, leaving, and various other little things that add up and consume me. Yea, that's right, it consumes me. It consumes me because I don't deserve this. I really don't. The people that have a problem with me, are those same people that give me that same lame pathetic fuckin ( Read more... )

One minute everything is fine ( Read more... )

Note: Read this very carefully before you respond ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if the things I do are enough to be merit anything in which I deserve. Sometimes I wonder if in fact people actually read my blogs anymore on here or on myspace. What Im trying to say is that, if you people want me to stop being upset and all that, then I will. Ill just Bottle up everything I feel, everything I think, for the ( Read more... )

So let me get this straight. Most of my friends in my net and real life, are getting sick of my feelings and my passion with life. Most of my friends...are sick, of the passion and my feelings? Ok, lately Ive sucked and Ive been horrible, there is no doubt about that, but don't you dare say that my passion never led to anything good. Im an amazing ( Read more... )

Im growing impatient although I shouldn't cause that would be very idiotic of me. Im so madly in love that it's making me impatient and I have no merit and no reason to be doing this. Then Again your heart never has a reason to do anything anymore. Your brain should always exceed your heart unless your heart truly knows the answer.I don't know, I ( Read more... )

This is going to be about me and my direct realtionships and a future that is getting grimmer and grimmer as days go by. Nicole is gone now she moved, but Ill remain friends with her. Now that's done, let's get going to myself and the fear I have for the near future ( Read more... )

This is going to be about me and my direct realtionships and a future that is getting grimmer and grimmer as days go by. Nicole is gone now she moved, but Ill remain friends with her. Now that's done, let's get going to myself and the fear I have for the near future ( Read more... )

No more little cute and corny little fucking titles. Im done. Things are changing now. 3 friendships fucked over in 1 week. Not like a lil rinky dink fuckin friendship. 3 really good friendships lost. I am really hard on myself yes, but when shit stacks up more and more and more it begins to take a tole on you. Someone told me "Oh life is easy and ( Read more... )