Or is it?

the end

I have a week of vacation next week. I doubt I will be doing anything due to my financial situation. I wanted to take a trip somewhere but I don't know where. Indecision. I am going to KMFDM this week and Danzig I think is the day after. I will probably go to both. I will probably take ed with me to one or both of the shows. Life, is at a ( Read more... )

My weekend is coming up tommrrow and I have lots of things to do. Mostly cleaning and organizing. Those are the words today. I stuck all my batman toys in a box and wrapped them up nicely the other day. Just getting organized nothing major. There is alot of things that has to be done but cleaning and organizing will take top priority this ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was talking to a friend about a few things that some guys say after sex. I went and asked a few other girls, and asked them about this strange situation. Now i'm no Don Juan, nor am I Johnny Depp. But when you feel the need to go down the female portions faults, and go on about how non compatible they are for you (the male), and this ( Read more... )

SHEESH. Last night carrie came over. There was alot of emotions running on high and we were both not ready to do and deal with "things" yet. That's okay though i'm not rushing anything at all. Neither should she. Whenever she is ready I will be ready. I thought I was ready to deal with everything untill she came over. It was really hard to ( Read more... )

I was looking through someone's LJ and I saw her thing on fetishes. I have a few myself. My biggest "fetish", would have to be shoes and legs. There is something about high heels a nice ankle, and nice long legs. It just rocks my socks. Now some people know about this next one. I have an office girl fetish. I have a thing for glasses, high ( Read more... )

Last night I went out with Devin and her boyfriend to Denny's. It was nice because I need to be around people. They were very nice and interesting to be around. They talked with me about my situation and gave me some good unbiased opinions because they do not know me that well. Thank you for letting me hang out guys. When I stay at home I look ( Read more... )

I am still here. I slept a total of 4 hours last night. This morning I threw up twice. Thank you everyone who helped me through last night. Your words of wisdom are very heartfelt and mean so much to me. A part of me died last night. I just hope that we can both make it through with level heads and not hurt each other anymore. I am at work ( Read more... )

me and carrie broke up today.