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I'm A Hazard To Myself
Having a hard time sleeping lately. My anxiety is starting to get the better of me. I can push it aside and pretend well enough at work, but at night my brain kicks into overdrive ( Read more... ) -
Family Update
Dad got out of the hospital on the 18th (his Bday, ironically. He said it was the best present ever.) He had a bleeding ulcer and intestinal inflammation, which is what caused him to basically crap blood and nearly bleed to death. It only took them nearly five days to figure that out. Grr. Five of the longest damn days of my life. Not only did I ( Read more... ) -
Losing my grip, and I'm in this thing alone.....
Once again my Dad is in the hospital. He's bleeding internally, they're not sure where from. Right now they're just giving him blood, trying to stabilize him. He'd been feeling cruddy since probably the first, but we just assumed it was the flu. On Thursday he was a terrifying shade of grey, and started throwing up. Sunday my Mom and I kept having ( Read more... ) -
Darkness Events Stanley Hotel 2011
So in April Zak Bagans and Aaron Goodwin from Ghost Adventures are going to do a Ghost Hunt at the legendary Stanley Hotel with other celebrity ghost hunters. AND I MAY BE GOING!!!!!! *flails ( Read more... ) -
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My grandma is dying, and I don't know what to do.
It's not a matter of if, but a matter of when, and it's time. It's her time. What she's become isn't her anymore. It's just a body that lays there, staring blankly at the ceiling, seeing and reacting to nothing. It's not my grandma, who cut my hair and encouraged my art. It's just.....a vessel. The ( Read more... ) -
There's no light in your eyes and your brain is too slow.....
Ugh. So some of my coworkers are driving me absolutely batshit CRAZY and if I put it in my LJ it can be used in my trial to proclaim killing them "justifiable homicide ( Read more... ) -
A Broken-Down Kind Of Life
So a secret that my Dad and I have been guarding for....quite a while is out in the open. Well, not so much in the open, but now my cousin Tiffany knows about it ( Read more... )