i feel like i have already lived my life. everyone around me seems to be happy & normal ( Read more... )

i am a mess, but im okay with it.

dream or daydream

& also my roomate moved out.
i don't have a t.v. and i want to get some kind of amazing rug

i don't drink my tea red

its easy for me to fall, like sort of slip into 'insanity ( Read more... )

I forgot how much I like sounds ( Read more... )

the lightening is outside.

dream

running, hurry
wearing lng grey coat. my hair is long. walking & waiting at an underground train station. boston. waiting for someone to step out of the now parked train.

its all really coming now, the best and the worst and while trying to live the best it is so unbelievable it makes me not want to accept what could be even better or maybe worse who knows it goes on and it wont stop and i want to live until there is nothing else to live for and that will never happen because the moths on my garage can be a reason ( Read more... )

wow, to update a livejournal.

how long has it been ?

last year.

friends only