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Tired of playing strong.
I cant even say how many times my heart has been crushed ths past 2 weeks. but imbetween those horrible moments full of tears; suprisingly i had been thinking that things were great and kept gettin better. i guess im just blinded by love; and as much as he promsies on everything he loves me; maybe its possible hes tired and feels guilty when he ( Read more... ) -
YOU MAKE ME SICK
so alright; i just gotta get this out because its killing me not having anyone to talk to right now. but what ya get a gut feeling its usually always right; right? well in my case that is true. and i have a gut feeling and have been having it since i woke up this morning at 7am. idk exactly whats going on but somethings going on and i intend to ( Read more... ) -
TWO YEARS HAVE PASSED
WOW. two years + since i've even thought of this site. What had happened is i grew, i'm still growing but i grew up alot. this website brought me alot of heart ache, i can't really blame the site itself its the people who post on it like myself, but my x "aaron orion" well we were split and he kept having me come over kept calling me saying sweet ( Read more... ) -
WOW... THIS GOT ME RIGHT HERE <3
Its when your dialing those 7 numbers
just to hang up the phone
Driving across town just to see if he's home
Waking up a friend in the
dead of the night
just to hear her say "it'll be alright"
When you're finding things to do at night
to not fall asleep
Knowing he will be there in ( Read more... ) -
CHANGE OF HEART
Ryan
I don’t know what you’re expecting of me. I love you with all my heart. I’ve been super shitty and maybe not cared as much as I should have about how it was effecting you. Because I was being stubborn or thick headed and just wouldn’t ever admit that I was/am wrong or out of line. This is not me giving rebuddles this is not me blaming you. I ( Read more... ) -
THROUGH THE TEARS I CAN SMILE
You're not the only one to have ever loved me. You're not the only person to ever find me irresistable and good looking, there's been others i know you would hate to hear their names but, aaron and jason are only two. i have guy friends that like me and i just dont like them but they have never stopped trying. You may have broke my spirit but you ( Read more... ) -
THE SONG OF HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL
HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD LYRICS
My Black Dahlia
[The Server aka Endless Summer 2:]
I loved you, you made me, hate me.
You gave me, hate, see?.
It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that?
I rip back, every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? you feel sad?
I'm sorry, hell no fuck that!
It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was ( Read more... ) -
New Outlook on Life
So today i woke up at 5 in the morning. who does that, just wakes up 5 hours after laying down, being wide awake unable to fall back asleep.
does it have to deal with possibly before bed that the one you gave your heart to just treated you like complete shit, yep yep i think thats it. that will do it.
I love this guy. [thought i was in love] But ( Read more... )
