Ok, I'm moving! I will no longer be here after today. In fact, I'm leaving as soon as I'm done typing this. Where am I moving to, you ask? Well.......instead of being at Damnit2hell, I'll now be located at Philosijohn. HA HA!! You probably thought I meant moving out of my house, but I didn't, I only meant my Livejournal name is different now ( Read more... )

Nothing Compares 2 U - Sinead O'Conner ( Read more... )

Well, I knew it was comming. I flipped out on Tom today. I knew I'd snap sooner or later, just didn't think it'd be one of my friends. Well, now he's pissed and wants to fight me. It's bad, and at the same time, it's good. I need to get in a fight. I need to let out all my pent up frustrations and everything. I haven't been in a real fight ( Read more... )

Well, this just might be goodbye. I'm going to ask my brother if I can move in with him until I graduate, cuz, frankly if I stay here I might do something horrible to dad and other brother. I can't stand them, I hate them with the passion of a thousand burning suns. So if he accepts my request, I'll be going to some school in St. Claire Shores ( Read more... )

Well, my theory has been proven true once again. It's the Good/Bad Theory. Life is good for about, like, 3-4 months and then the universe or God, destiny, whatever the Hell you want to call it, steps in to fuck me over and rape me. This "raping" period last for the rest of the entire year, during which only one or possibly two remotly good ( Read more... )

Ok, so you know how awhile back I said I was gonna be in a poetry book called "Under A Quick Silver Moon"? Well, I still am, BUT! I'm also gonna be on this poetry CD they dubbed "The Sound Of Poetry"!! I was SA-WEET!! SCORENESS!! Of course, I can not take all the credit for this. I owe it all to the girl that inspired the poem in the first ( Read more... )

I went to the sauna today. I just sat in there and got all SHWEATY! I lost like 4 pounds in an hour and a half, SCA-ORE! WE had gone to farmer jack to get some change exchanged for cash and on the way out I spent a quarter in the little machine and I got this cheap little string with wooden beads around it, like a bracelet. Well, after the sauna ( Read more... )

So, i said I wasn't going to homecomming adn then I said I was. Well, now I'm saying I'm not again. I might, MIGHT, go, but if I do, I'll be wearing a T-shirt and jeans. I have no reson to go really. No date, no potential hooking up is going to happen, so why bother going? Really. Unless I can get a date between now and then, then in that ( Read more... )

So my last journal was pretty messed up. Sadness melting into rage combined with very little sleep at one in the morning is a terrible thing. It makes you say things that you don't want to. I know I could just delete that entry, but I don't want to. I'm leaving it there as a reminder to myself, of everything. Back to the drugies? What the ( Read more... )

Lifes a bitch until you die, the only cure is to get high. I sit back, and with a sigh, I ask myself one question, why? Why does the universe jack me around? Why do I let shit happen to me? Why don't I learn from mistakes I've made before? Why don't I ever get anything good? Why does shit always go really good for a while and then BAM! I'm ( Read more... )