It's amazing how you think you know someone and one day they can just totally flip it on you...

fuck women.

less than half a day left till the new year.

Christmas has sucked. Relationship (ex) woes, family problems, nothing to do and overall sucking.

I didn't get much this Christmas except for what I got myself. I was just basically ignored throughout the holiday. I just broke my new cologne and my bluetooth headset. This just goes to show me that I can't have anything nice. ever.

so yeah, i got a girlfriend now. actually its been a few days too, 8 to be exact.

what a odd feeling.

So I was walking down my neighborhood the other day and this song comes up on my mp3 player, Akon - Ghetto. As the song played I thought to myself about the streets where I was raised. Now I haven't been to much other places but I know there are plenty of other places just like my own. There are people smoking weed, and most likely cokeing it up ( Read more... )

Why am I so depressed? Why is it that every time I try to trust someone intimately I'm always abandoned? I've been up all night drinking a nice bottle of JD just for me. Sometimes I just want to give up on life. Is this Karma? Haven't I already gone through enough shit in my life? Why can't I tell people? How come everyone views me as the Francis ( Read more... )

God... Why is it when I try to love someone I always end up on the loosing end? I swear I was much better off just sticking with my ways of debauchery and sin, I'm not meant for anything better off.

so its been a while since i posted here. college has been good to me and life in general has been tolerable. for an odd reason on the inside i still feel like shit. whatever, maybe one day i'll figure things out.

Nothing new here. What else do I bitch about on Live Journal anyways? For an odd reason I’ve always been using this journal as a place to post my poetry, my failures, my incompetence and just any general shitty day/time I’ve had. I wonder why I go here instead of posting this kind of content on my Xanga or anywhere else for that matter, or even why ( Read more... )

fuck... i need a fake id :\