I have a chance to move away and forget everything. A chance to start a new life, a new me. I can't fuck up now ( Read more... )

how shit can just get worse and worse. what kind of fucking life am i living? it always seems i can never just be happy. again, here i am, broken and left alone to pick up the pieces.

best thing to play with when your depressed and have some money to burn

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its just depressing that i have absolutely nothing to do. by nothing, i mean nothing.

For people that really know me, I’m one to analyze every single experience of my life. I can sit for days thinking and evaluating every choice, every action and every detail I can pick up on. Oddly enough, I’m quite comfortable being alone with my thoughts now. As where before I used to be reasonably disturbed when I couldn’t get my mind to shut up ( Read more... )

So life just took another shit on me... again. Twice this year already. Lets see how many more times in this year I can pack in, I think I'll be going for a new personal best record. Ah, what a familar feeling. I was wondering when you'd come back to me. Anyways at least this time I have the humor of Conker's Bad Fur Day for the Xbox to help me ( Read more... )

so since i've suddenly started posting blogs again on myspace and xanga i figure i'd post something here for the hell of it. although my lj is mostly for me to vent when life sucks ass and im depressed i felt i needed to show it some love.

Happy birthday to me, as I watch old re-runs of M.A.S.H.

This is what I've been doing since my vacation started...



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