these past two days were spent at island grove park. i had a lot of time to think and relfect on everything. thats all i did was sleep and think. i did feel a sense of peace and clarity just walking around the woods or gazing off into the lake... and the sound of the rain against my car was very nice. i can't sleep in my car tonight because i think ( Read more... )

sooo... i just finished my first year of college, and summer has finally come after i have been wishing for it all year.... but some really bad shit went down and i don't know when i can go home now [or if i even want to go back]. i dunno, im really scared, and i dont know what is going to happen. i know people who can take me in and i appreciate ( Read more... )

hi, its me again with my once-every-other-month update. its like 3 right now, i cant sleep, it sucks. i wanna say first of all that i read a very sad entry from a very close friend and i want her to know she is totally awesome. ruv you molly ( Read more... )

soooo, i havent updated in a long ass time... everything has changed... in good and bad ways i guess. here is a short list because i dont really feel like thinking up detail ( Read more... )

so yeah, i basically havent updated at all or atleast in detail since i've been in college. i've missed more classes than i had expected to, but hopefully this will all be straightened out. i was sick this morning; i feel sick every morning. i've been kinda struggling with my mood lately, also. i get sad or worried randomly and its just frustrating ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while... but so far, college has been amazing. i've made amazing friend, i love them all. i sleep over on campus so often, i barely ever see my own bed anymore. this past 2 months have been unforgetable. i hope to write about it later, i need a nap.

so since im up and wide awake, i suppose ill update...

actually, i have writer's block.

at he moment im on the floor of as dorm room @ bsc. all the inhabitants are asleep.
i suck at sleeping...

so its very late/early depending on how you want to look at it... and so much has happened since i last updated ( Read more... )

so i went camping friday, saturday, and sunday. for the first time ever. it was even more fun than i imagined ( Read more... )

so its 6:30 am and the only other person awake on my buddylist is andy brandy. we suck ( Read more... )