***i had the second half to that last entry written but I left the app idle for too long and it went away. It wasn't great anyway do I'll try again ( Read more... )

I go online ( Read more... )

I've been reading through this blog all morning and I am addicted to my own writing. Especially the stuff I wrote when I was in active addiction. It's dark honest twisted go fuck yourself realism and I think it needs to be compiled into a real book, ey ( Read more... )

It has been so long. I figure I will write here again instead of starting a new blog elsewhere ( Read more... )

it's been a while ( Read more... )

i feel like i may have woken up out of the stupor/rut i've been in for the past several weeks. i've been wanting to write again, reach out a little ( Read more... )

the homesick comes and goes...but it tends to come on real strong all of a sudden and this morning has been one of those times. i'm trying to remember what it was like moving to arizona way back when, and how i felt. that was a different situation...i was forced to move there and didn't have a real home for almost a year once i got there. and yes, ( Read more... )

all of my things are either in a moving truck, my car, or the garbage. my tiny house in long island is now empty, and i'm at my parents' house for the last time until probably christmas. little brother, dog and i leave tomorrow morning, to ohio, then to wisconsin, then to minneapolis. motel 6ing it, baby ( Read more... )

dear adam ( Read more... )

yesterday i tried to nap with you, purposefully, not in mind ( Read more... )