uggggggggggghhh.

I'm so confused.

last night was just what i needed, besides a couple of the drunken phone calls.
which i'm sorry about, btw, to whoever i called. being grounded SUCKEDDDD

I used to hate seeing you. Being around you when you were with her made me sick. It made me miss driving around in your truck all day, with nowhere to go. Or just sitting on the couch and watching tv. It made me miss every second i spent with you. But I take it all back now, because last night when you were holding me, it made me cherish all that ( Read more... )

so summer is almost over and I was kind of upset about that, but then I realized once this year is over I'm done and I just want school to start and be over with. i only have 3 classes at Ft. Myers so I don't think I'm gonna get a locker. and I know it'll be over sooner than I think so I'm gonna finish off my summer by getting fucked up as much as ( Read more... )

I've cut down on the cigarettes...but not by much. I know I have to start getting back into shape for soccer and stuff but I'm not ready. Summer has gone by way too fast. I've decided I'm not playing school soccer, it's too much drama and I have to start paying attention to my school work... especially now that I'm doing dual enrollment ( Read more... )

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i always thought that i would be somewhere right now, going into my senior year. i thought i'd have a job, maybe a boyfriend, plans for the future ( Read more... )

so my parents found out i quit publix. and that i pierced my lip. and that i had a party while they were out of town.

grounded for 2 weeks. i have the car but only for the gym and looking for a job.

oh and i lost their trust. ohhh nooo.

Spring Break.


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another sick weekend. 102.7 degreesss!! wtfff