my brian ( Read more... )

Silly boy ( Read more... )

don't die down
keep the flames burning
your fingers yearning

it's hot
i feel heated
but no need
to discontinue
let's keep laughing
oh we're laughing
nervous laughter
after innuendos
SILENCE
shyly turn your head to the window
is it raining? is it sunny?
do you really give a damn?

you left yourself
inside of me
leave it every
time we meet
because I know
you know
what's up
and it must come down
But that apple -
she hangs around.

it seems you have a song
i was singing all along
and you might be right
when all others were wrong
i can almost touch it
still afraid i might rush it
eager to find
what time has in store
hard to slow down
when i can hear all the sounds
you say
if i only knew
but maybe i do
(incomplete)

so many things i want to say
with no chance to speak
but all kinds of ways
and not one you will use

Today I have to stop thinking about tomorrow ( Read more... )

so much caffeine
my arms are shaking
anything
to hide my heart that's breaking
not because you're gone
not because i'm alone

have you ever made those you love suffer?
tears of my mother, sister and lover.
family shed tears
have a reason; that's clear
yet that doesn't answer why?
Why does SHE cry?

and now the question's how?

how can she deceive herself
and tell me that i'm lying.