i guess you've lost the need for feeling.
things change, you've gone,
but you've left the rest of me.
breaks my heart in two.

i guess you found what you really want,
but i want you to forgive me for not forgiving you.
i won't forgive you.
i won't forget that you forgot me.

sometimes, when you're really down, its hard to believe life will ever work ( Read more... )

so i guess this weekend wasnt very good in some respects. i never came home friday night so i got grounded..til summer. yea friday was not good so i wont even talk about that. all i can say is thank god for chelsea and nick taking care of me <33. lol poor nick had to babysit me alllll night...and i guess i was being wicked mean to him for no reason ( Read more... )

soo what a weekend. friday was alot of fun. saturday emily and i did some errends..i cannot remember what though. i did drive her car alot though..lol drove to conn. basically for no reason. thenn we went in the hot tub and i spilled iced coffee ALL over the hot tub room floor. yea so it got all over the rugs so i ran the rug thingys outside and ( Read more... )

HM so its three am and i JUST walked in the door. haha i loooove when my parents go away. and i loove hanging out with nickk..even though we were so incredibly tiredd and sleepyy. haha like 8 of us were at a campfire alll night/morning. andd yea phil and josh RAN through the HUGE, blazing fire. that was so crazy..and funny. soo thats what i did ( Read more... )

this week has been helll. basically. yeaa i feel bad for my family..having to be around me must seriously be painful. but the worse that i get, the closer theyve come to help me..i think after today im gonna be better. ill try? and i think rather than resent them, that ive really come to be thankful and respect my parents after all theyve done and ( Read more... )

"fuck you.

fuck you.

fuck you.

you're cool.

and fuck you.

im outt."

i do enjoy watching that movie to lift my mood every once in a while.

k peace.

whats up. this weekend was fine. umm friday was cool. went out to breakfast with some cool kidss then went back to school to meet up with nick to leeeave. so yea sean nick and i went to visit our little sickiee chelsea. so yea the four of us basically hung out all day. i wouldve gone to school...buttt i didnt wanna get blown up :) hmm so friday ( Read more... )

if you go to school tomorrow then your an idiot.

take a day off. go to the beach. go shopping. sleep. do whatever you want.

we dont have to be there. so just, dont. dont fucking do it. relax. have fun.

stay cool.

<3peace<3