I am so unhappy and I don't want to say why. Earlier in my high school career I used to think I was weather depressive, but today is the nicest day in the eternity of the world and I'm depressed. ahh dangggit.

I'm about as excited for prom as I am if I were to be bitten by a large reptile.

so in one hour I have done the following: watched high fidelity, played with the hebrew hammer's psp, listened to my uncle jay's weird 80's music that he always gives me, got scared of the next two weeks, kinda wish I had a girlfriend, kinda glad I don't have a girlfriend, been confused, tried to decide on linfield or evergreen and remember the ( Read more... )

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man high school soccer sucks ass, so far. A combination of senioritis, wanting to play music at all times and the yelling and weird coaching makes me want to quit reallllllly bad. on another note, the demo is coming along quite well, the band has been having so muchh fun it's AWESOME.

So here is a little piece of writing I compiled while being greatly inspired by the transparent deep sea creatures that have recently been discovered, as there deep home is being searched for the first time ( Read more... )

Okay so I apologized, but then....... I read it over again and realized the attack on my character and myself as a person. And frankly I am not gonna let some crazy overreacting emo woman defame me so my response/defense/defamation of MARYSKA's character is as follows ( Read more... )

So other than what I just found out today has been one of the most excellent days ever. I enjoyed almost all my classes including math which is very rare to find entertaining. Also I have recently enjoyed EVERY single band practice, wherein I find all the members extremely good musicians and we seem to click more and more everytime we play together ( Read more... )

To whom it may concern ( Read more... )

So out of the blue I decide to go to the Blood Brothers/Pretty Girls Make Graves show tonight (thursday). Sarah O told me about it a couple of days ago but of course, being the non-risk taker that I am (according to my mom and others) I didn't even think twice about whether or not I would be going. After staying up Wednesday night till ( Read more... )

So I applied to Colorado, Willamette, Whittier and Linfield last night. I am so glad I got those 4 done, it is such a relief. Lately I have really wanted to play music again. I did not realize how much I missed playing until I went downstairs the other day and saw my electric guitar with the ben kweller sticker on it and I suddenly remembered how ( Read more... )