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I know I haven't written in this thing in so long but i have to write about this. i had the best day ever today. i went to the beach today and it was so wonderful it was perfect weather and i got to spend it with the love of my life!!!!!!!

ok well recently i found out that i can be selfish.i really didnt know that i was acting like that i seriously didnt.and i asked one of my good friends if i seriously act that selfish which i shouldnt have asked b/c the reply was yes you can be pretty selfish and that is saying yea you are a selfish person all the time and to think that im a ( Read more... )

I'm watching this show called "South of Nowhere" and boy there is one really hot guy with a nice body.I need to wash cloths tommorrow well today b/c I have camp in like 3-4 days.I'm getting nervous b/c camp is so close,Ilove camp but I'm only used to one week of camp and this is going to be for 2 weeks!I'm already starting to miss home and I haven' ( Read more... )

Man I am going to go to camp next week for 2 freaking whole weeks,I am going to be so homesick!When I come home from camp I'll be home for 2 days and than I'm off again for a whole other week!He has been on my mind for like ever I can't stop thinking about him,I want to call him but I always feel stupid calling.It's getting worse me thinking about ( Read more... )

man painting is so tiring when you do it by yourself i only have half of my room finished and thats only the white coat i havent even gotten close to the color.the paint is getting to me and im getting tired of doing it right now.i am covered in paint i just wish that i had someone to help me so that i would get it done faster

i feel like im never invited to little group things that some of my friends do and it makes me feel bad im not trying to be like me,me,me i always have to be there but it would be nice to get invited to these little group things when they happen alot.it makes me feel like im not fun and they dont like me anymore.i just dont want to say anything to ( Read more... )

i havent written in this thing in sooo long.so 2 nights ago i stayed on the phone forever with someone who is so special to me.I'm only 16 but i can see myself with this person after highschool.he makes me feel so good and happy.It's like a natural high when i talk to him.but bad thing is we live 30 or so minutes away from each other and the ( Read more... )

how could i like someone that i dont even see? It's so weird,it would be hard to ever have a relationship anyways,but if only distance were not a problem I wander if he would still like me. I keep telling myself that he still has feelings for his ex which he tells me he doesnt but somewhere in there I know he does. I hate guys they confuse me so ( Read more... )