Why is it so hard for Tim to be a decent father??? How hard is it to just pay your child support, make sure the insurance is alright and not sleep when you come to visit your son??? Your almost $1,400 behind in child support. You dropped his insurancce for 6 months and now I have back medical bills because you couldn't fill out a stupid form. You ( Read more... )

So I did it, I married the man I'm in love with. We got married on April 26. I was soooo excited to start a new life with Dan. I wanted nothing more then to be with him. I wanted his last name. I wanted to add to my family with him. Less then a week later, he put his hands on me though. I thought I could deal with it, I'd had abusive boyfriends in ( Read more... )

Last night was amaazing!!!!! I was nervous that I wouldn't be able to get phone calls from him, I was worried the account wouldn't be set up or the calls would still be blocked. So you can imagine my suprise when I came home and at exactly 6:59pm (according to caller id), my phone rang and it showed up as pay phone. We talked for 20 mins and I got ( Read more... )

So, like I said this is offically become the Diary of a girl who's man is in jail. So here's a taste of what life has been like since tuesday ( Read more... )

My worst fear in this thing with Dan has come true, he got locked up yesterday. I never ruled out that it could happen,I just didn't think it would happen this soon. He apparently missed a court date that he didn't know he had. I got the news from him via text message at 12:30 yesterday. I thought he was kidding. Then he started apologizing and ( Read more... )

1. he talks to me not at me ( Read more... )

So I talked to Dan on my lunch today and he really is tired, you can hear it in his voice. He doesn't sound like his normally awake self. So I can forgive him for tonight but this can't be a habit. I tend to get lonely quickly when people break plans at the last minute and I'm just not interested in feeling that way on a regular basis. He ( Read more... )

So today I was supposed to do something with Dan and Tj. They were going to meet for the first time and that is kind of a big deal, being as Tj is my life. Everything was on track last night, then I get this text message this morning about how he's soooo tired he doesn't think he'll make it through the day let alone tonight. So it's his way of ( Read more... )

Since this isn't really used anymore and it's more private because not everyone knows I have this, I'm going to start writting in it again. This way certain people can't see what I'm posting and then try to start unnecassary drama. I'm going to back track a bit in this one, go back a few months, then jump to present day, this way I have a record of ( Read more... )

The last time I wrote in this TJ was about 9 months old and just starting to walk. Now he runs and climbs, gives hugs and kisses, calls me mamma and bites and pulls hair. Wow my little man is growing up so quickly. My life seems to be going ok, I'm still working for Dr. juaneza with the possibility of starting a new job in a few weeks, I'm coaching ( Read more... )