Seems like just YESTERDAY, you were a part of me. I used to stand so tall, I use to be so strong.  Your arms around me tight, EVERYTHING it felt so RIGHT......unbreakable like NOTHING could go WRONG.

Now I can't breathe, no I cant sleep. I'm barely hanging on..............HERE  I am, once again, I'm TORN into pieces. Can't deny it, can't PRETEND. ( Read more... )

Nothing works anymore! Why do I get myself in these situations? My perspective on things have changed. You really cant trust anyone or feel they are really there for you. Just remember....I was the one that was always there for you.

I always end up in pain.....wish it would go away.

Well,

San An and Austin were awesome!!! I got lots of new clothes and realized that I hate El Paso for not being like Austin!!!! I  do love El Paso in some parts but Austin has the clothes, food, and the MUSIC we dont have. Everyone there is so different and I envy Richie for going. I wish he could take me with him. Why cant people here learn to ( Read more... )

HELLO,

How's everybody's summer? Ready to go back to school? Well my summer was ok, i mostly worked and went to school. Went to what seemed a MILLION shows. My summer isnt really over yet, cuz this thursday im going to San An and Austin. I really cant wait cuz i swear i NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE, well at least for a few days. Im so glad my mom ( Read more... )

Hola mi gente!!!!!

So how's everybody's summer so far? I think mine is going a little bit better than the last time i told u guys. Summer school is going great so far, met some really awesome people, Jackie and James. They keep me from falling asleep. I guess Epcc isnt THAT bad. The only thing that bothers me is thier radio station, at UTEP they ( Read more... )

Im not liking summer so far. Good news I passed my courses, especially Political Science which i was stressing about so much. I may have passed but my grades weren't good enough. So i have to fix that. Im gonna be going to Epcc now and hopefully Ill be ok. Im pretty much set on becoming a teacher, just NO MORE SLACKING IT!!!!! I really do need to ( Read more... )

So ok my birthday was on monday and i turned 21. YEAH BABY!!!!!!! I actually feel really old. It feels great now that i am 21 but now i feel like there is nothing else to look forward to. All thats left is actually stop with the bullshit of having my fun and focus on my school. If i actually want to succeed in life i have to get through this ( Read more... )

THE SHIT IS BANANAS!!!!

B-A-N-A-N-A-S.  I said the SHIT IS BANANAS.

B-A-N-A-N-A-S!!!!!!

hey people ( Read more... )

So my valentines went great! My chango got me the ususal flowers and chocolates, two beautiful shirts from Hollister and some very cute & sexy underwear.We ate at Cappettos,(sorry i think i misspelled that) where we waited for 45mins to get a table. but it was worth it. nothing exciting has happened, all im doing is working like once a week and ( Read more... )