An update. Wow ( Read more... )

So I am freaking sick..what else is new. nice.. been passing out constantly, had to get bloodwork done this morning..and NO its not cuz I dont eat, I eat all the time, more than my boyfriend for christs sake, theres no reason I should feel this way. I am tired of it..and what do you know, thurs is my interview for corrections. God I hope I dont ( Read more... )

I never write in here anymore.. I dont really know why, maybe cuz the only person I think that writes in theirs anymore is Andrea, not that its a bad thing, just she usually knows whats goin on. I suppose for my own self I will maybe start back up writing in here, I have a real journal but by the time I go to bed Im not as thoughtful and feel like ( Read more... )

I dont know why I try so hard. Why everyone else's feelings matter more to me than my own do. My feelings matter to no one. And Ill have to learn to accept that.

Hey, I should have been sleeping but I have to be to work in an hour. Tonite will be fun, havent slept at all. I am so glad my last day is Saturday at that hell hole ( Read more... )

I am just heartbroken. I am sick of seeing her go through her day to day the way she does. I feel horrible. One of those nites I'll end up crying myself to sleep ( Read more... )

So right when I am already down, something worse happens. I dont understand. So yesterday Matt came out to St. Charles to go to a mud bog but I had homework to work on so I hung out at home and went with my dad to eat at Ponderosa. Then I met Matt out at his moms and we went to a fish fry at the Saints club to eat. I was feeling really down and ( Read more... )

Today absolutely sucked. Work went by so slow and we were late gettin out cuz the idiots f'ed up the scanners. I hate workin there. So I found out I didnt get the bank job so I cried for about an hour. I did get a paper tho sayin I could take the test for the dept of corrections in April. I will definately be doing that.. and lookin for another job ( Read more... )

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Been busy with work.. too tired to update half the time. Took Angel to see Curious George the other day. too cute. I need sleep.