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[dance_for_rain]

so the masquerade party was fun. i wore my prom dress and sammy came with because steven is a doosh.

got home around midnight, went to bed, woke up around 4:30 feeling nauseous(sp?), and after an hour of trying to convince myself i wouldn't throw up becaue i hadn't eaten anything since 3 in the afternoon on friday, i threw up. i took a pepto bismo

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[gift_of_gab]

I'm sorry Steven is being stupid. You shouldn't have to put up with it. I hearts the Emma. Let me know if there's anything I can do to help.

[dance_for_rain]

i heart you too.
thank you megan

[shinecryzephyr]

I'm sorry Emma. I don't get it. What is his problem?

[dance_for_rain]

i asked him what he meant by being confused about calling me (whether it would be a deep conversation or not) and he said he didn't know what i wanted him to say.
so i told him it didn't matter, just the fact that he called would show me he cared. unless he didn't want to talk to me.
he didn't say anything, just squeezed my hand.
and i started crying so i didn't say anything. when he asked why, i couldn't answer

[ayeshiluvspink]

Emma, I don't want to be offensive, but does it matter why you were crying? I'm talking about Steven here. I think Steven misses a lot, but he should be able to realize that what he's doing(or not doing) is hurting you. I love you. I'm not trying to make you break up with him either, but I want you to be treated right. I'm sad when I hear that you're sad.

[dance_for_rain]

he should know why i was crying? crying should have showed him it hurts me. it's physical proof. i hate crying too.

thank you ayesh. i love you and i don't want you to be sad over me :(
have a good week.

[natcrazy]

I don't like the fact that he is hurting you so much. Someone seriously needs to knock some sense into him. I hope you get better Emma.

[dance_for_rain]

knock it into him nat. punch him so hard . . .

i love you, and thank you

[natcrazy]

I am your body guard for life :)

[dance_for_rain]

:) yay that made me smile

[ayeshiluvspink]

First of all, I hope you get healthy again. Second of all, if he can't even be considerate, you do need to stop this. I don't like hearing how hurt you are by him. It's not fair to you at all.

[dance_for_rain]

read what i posted beneath emily's comment

[scorpionbreeze]

If it helps any, he spoke very fondly of you at Knotts. =[

[dance_for_rain]

like what? about how highly i speak of you and ryen? he told me that. he also told me that he wanted to get me something, but the way of winning it was ironic, so he didn't.
he didn't call me when you guys were there.
telling me that solves nothing because i don't know what he said or how he said it.

i wish i could have been there. you have no idea how much i wanted to go.

[scorpionbreeze]

Im going to assume the game he was referring to was the one where you had to fill up lil fake toliets with... something. I was too weirded out by it to really look at it closely.

And he kept telling stories about youz.
You know, those stories you tell about a person, not for any reason, but just because. Just to talk about them.
I dont remembe any specifics.

And it woulda been rad with you there, but it's okay ♥
There was this one show that made fun of pop-culture, and I think you would have enjoyed it.

And both Ryen and I's cell phones were acting kind of screwy once we hit the park (I had full bar, but it would not ring. wtf?) So maybe it was the same for him? I'm not sure though. =[

[dance_for_rain]

the game was something about shooting.
filling toilets. . . yeah, i would have walked on.

thank you aimee.

but the cell phone thing. . .he just doesn't think that way i guess.

see you sunday?