i've spent the last couple months in a place i felt i had no choice but to be in ( Read more... )

and then my heart does it again... i hate it. i really do. stupid feelings... stupid heart breaks... stupid heart... i hate it really i do. don't let me ever fall in love again. i want to be single until i'm thirty... then i want to have kids and be married. k? good :)

i don't care... about anything. it's not good. it feels like i'm missing something in my life. i feel depressed and i think i am depressed. i am depressed. how does it get like this. i just feel like giving up but a lot of people count on me. i really just want to disappear and not care about anything at all. i just want to be. left alone to my own ( Read more... )

I do not feel lonely ( Read more... )

I hope you are having a fantastic time in budapest ( Read more... )

My soul is pouring out to this vast universe ( Read more... )

It just really really hit me that I am dating a girl... For a split second I saw what I think the other side sees. I felt what people feel when they see the LGBT community. It was the strangest thing. It just does not look right. But it was only for a split second, then it was gone. Then I was back to "yea I am dating a girl. Do you have a problem ( Read more... )

This quarter has been really long. If you ever go on the quarter system I don't recommend taking a week off and getting taken to the hospital two weeks later. It's not the best of ideas. Granted, the hospital situation was not under my control. That week was hell with me and it was one of the scariest weeks of my life. I could have lost my freedom ( Read more... )

i hate her. I just hate her. I hate everything about her ... except her eyes... i am a bitch. i know but i don't care because i hate her. I hate everything she did to me and everything she made me feel. i hate how she is so freaking negative and how i became that way because of her. i used to think so low of myself because of her. I blame her. I ( Read more... )

Just wanna say that I love my life and the experiences I'm having :) I never knew college could be this fun :)