This Friday I am leaving the comfort and the happiness of San Diego to go to TJ where I will then take a plane to Cancun on Saturday ( Read more... )

talk about feeling like shit. I feel like shit. thanx em you really put in into perspective. How many times did you break up with me and I wrote an angry journal? I counted last night 6. And all those journals I wrote to you about loving you so much and all those journals that I didn't understand why you were acting the way you were... I read them ( Read more... )

Kylie...I finally asked her why it was we stopped talking. It' been bugging me. This is what she said ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was interesting... Oh oh but first... I just came from a conference with my TA about my twelve page paper that is currently only 4 pages long. Anyways, the paper is mostly shit right now but 2 paragraphs she thought were amazing! yay that made me really really happy. And she helped me structure my paper too. I like my TA! yaya ( Read more... )

I feel like I need to post something since I haven't been on here in forever... For once in my life I want to be single! That's interesting...but yea. I wanna have fun and enjoy life! and all the pleasures it brings. I want to get focused in school! I am happy. I am good. I am smiling! yay ( Read more... )

"Nikki" (2:22:52 AM): You're an intelligent person who has had experiences in your lifetime that have given you a maturity that most others lack. Yet you have this wonderful attitude about the world no matter how cynical others may seem - even yourself. You just have this incredible smile that shines across a room but erupts in to laughter when ( Read more... )

I know i cut you off. I just want you to know that I think about you everyday. There is not a day that goes by that I don't. I'm afraid to talk to you because I feel that if I talk to you I will hurt again. I'm sorry for that random call that probably made no sense to you. It was too much for me. I miss you and I love you.

So completely and utterly stressed, and sad, and disappointed, and just all around not so very happy. I hope winter break is better.

I wanna say I'm sorry for being a jurk. You didn't deserve that and you should never have to take that from anyone, especially not someone is supposed to be your best friend. I'll leave you alone from now on. I hope you're okay. I'm sorry again.

~Nat

Hmmmm that was an interesting experience. I didn't cough like I was expecting to. It has an odd taste. It's not something I'd ever enjoy doing just to do. It's not my thing and I don't want it to be my thing. But it was def. an experience. Tomorrow we're going to go to another LGBT dance this time with more people so it should be fun. Then on ( Read more... )