There is something seriously wrong with me!!!

It's been some time since my last post. Summer brake has gone and changes have accused of course. The new semester starts tomorrow and though kinda crushed, also kind of excited as well. I'm hoping for an awesome school year, good teachers and good grades like always. I'm in love again and trying to hold back my smile every time I think about him. ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time I find myself day dreaming about someone. Thinking of his hands all over me, his smell, his words in my ear and his...well that’s too much information to finish that sentence haha ( Read more... )

I truly love spring, as I was driving around running errands with the window’s rolled down, I couldn’t help to feel librated, happy and content with life. I’m doing well in school, home life is good, working hard and hoping to have some extra cash soon to buy all the things on my list. I have a very cute boy that keeps life interesting and for the ( Read more... )

I’ve missed one of the most important holiday’s with my friends or what is seems now just acquaintances. With my crazy X and his crazy girlfriend always around that area I’ve really had no erg to head out to orange county nor really had the time. Life is flying by me as I prepare to attend Mt. sac again in the morning, working two jobs and trying ( Read more... )

Well….I went to my X boyfriends house for the last time in 5 years, yesterday to drop off a movie that his mother wanted me to see, no one was home and I’m kind of glad. It made it less difficult but more real that this is really it. I thought I would get more choked up about it but I’ve already come to grips with the whole situation and have moved ( Read more... )

I’ve been struggling lately with a bit of a depression patch and have been trying to keep it hidden from everyone. Just having a hard time sleeping and sometimes I’ll wake up and just sit in bed for an hour or two before I drag myself out. it’s not really one particular thing on my mind it’s just a bunch of things, work, school, friends, family, ( Read more... )

Men are confusing sometimes, half of the time you don’t know what’s going on in their heads. One min they say they care about you the next their making out with other girls right in front of you. Dating is a game and most of the time it’s not a fun one, trying to figure out the rules because they change with each guy and then thinking to yourself ( Read more... )

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