fuck, as in the many possible spills of this word ( Read more... )

i am on a mission ( Read more... )

do you ever get the feeling as if some ones watching you ( Read more... )

happy
like happy
b.

swooning ( Read more... )

dear recipient ( Read more... )

its all crap... crap i say.
i piss and spit on everything... everything i say.
honesty does not exist.. nonexistent i say.
nor is self contentment.
fuck this.
i am done.

justifications for feeling a tid bit better...
< i only have to devote like 8-10 hours a day to money earning instead of 14-16.
< binerts who take shanerts out to get drunk and make artert.
< tims who hang out with shanims and help pick up a disaster till it was only a mere mess and give the best back rubs ever, so my shoulder does not feel like ( Read more... )

stringy steam stemmed its place in me ( Read more... )

i am so bored with live now. my other half has left me and gone back to cleveland. back to the mundane life of henrietta. life is hard. im lonely. and for some reason or another i cannot get enthuased about anything. my trip to north carolina was whoho dunndiddy bagebusly swell and uplifting. but leaving was not. i want to move. i want to leave. i ( Read more... )

excitement is oozing out of my pours like puss from pimples. eww, im not too excited after i made that analogy. actually im ganna go throw up ( Read more... )