laurie is coming to see me for the weekend.

i cant even put into words how fucking happy this makes me.

I LOVE YOU.

ps. i miss ashley.

i smoke alot of weed now ( Read more... )

last night was one of the funniest nights of my life ( Read more... )

im finally in sf. been here for about 2 weeks or so. and im loving all of it ( Read more... )

sf needs to be now.
only 2 days left in newport.

ive been smoking everyday.
i decided that weed is the best thing ever.
and i pretty much love everything about it.
never going to stop now.

this weekend was amazing.
i love you guys.
and i cleaned my house all up it took forever!

bleeding through in fresno was awesome ( Read more... )

i will most likely be in the worst mood ever until friday/saturday ( Read more... )

im sitting at daniels computer right now ( Read more... )

i dont care if you dont like it.
cause its happening, and we are falling fast.
one month and it will all come together like it was supposed to.
hes a dreamer. and i love it.

when i cant even go home for the holidays, thats when i will eventually breakdown.

and lucky me, thats what i just found out.

should i have it right now or save my breakdown for when im at my house, alone, and dont have my mom, mike, and scott there to hug me and tell me they miss me?

this is when it all becomes a fight for my sanity.