I AM FEELING BETTER

[danceing_queen]

OK SO THIS IS WHAT'S UP! I HAVE BEEN BETTER ON MY EATING HABITS.  I TRY REALLY HARD NOT TO EAT PAST SEVEN BUT IT DEPENDS ON MY MOOD, IF I AM SAD OR DISCOURAGED, I WILL EAT LATE.  I DO WELL DURING THE DAY.  I DON'T DRINK DR. PEPPER ANY MORE!  2 WEEKS IS AWESOME FOR ME.  I HAVE 4 1/2 WEEKS LEFT UNTIL CHRIS COMES HOME, AND I HAVE TO LOOK LIKE I DID

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DOING GOOD

[danceing_queen]

DOING GOOD... IT IS 2:31 AND I AM STARVING.. I HAVE ALREADY HAD 340 CALORIES, AND 34 CARBS. I STILL HAVE DINNER AT 7. I CAN DO IT I HAVE TO JUST KEEP THINKING OF CHRIS AND WHAT HE WILL DO WHEN HE SEES ME. HE WILL ALWAYS WANT TO BE WITH ME AND ALWAYS LOVE ME. I HAVE TO LOOSE MY 20 POUNDS. THEN 10 MORE AFTER HE COMES BACK. THAT WAY I WILL BE DOWN TO 110 THAT IS SKINNY ENOUGH FOR ME. I CURRENTLY WEIGH 140 AND I HATE MY SELF I WANT TO THROW UP WHEN I LOOK AT MYSELF. UGLY UGLY! YUCK! LOVE YA I NEED FRIENDS SO FEEL FREE TO WRITE ME

Re: DOING GOOD

[texasgirl1981]

how tall are you? You posted on my journal, where in Texas are you? I am in Plano (close to Dallas). My stats are:

Age: 24
Height: 5'9
Current Wt: 155
Highest Wt: 190 (when I was prego with an almost 9lb baby) LOL
Short term goal: 140
Long term goal: 120

My ana started after my son was born and done breastfeeding. I was HUGE! My weight has gotten really low and now I am fat again. I am back to restricting to about 500-600 cal a day. I have to lie to everyone about how much I eat and I dont care. I am healthy and know when I get weak, to eat. I love having the power over what I eat and crave. I had a sucky childhood so I guess I like the control factor of ana.

Do you have yahoo messenger? IM me anytime, I am imlovinana@yahoo.com, thats also my screen name. I need more friends...ttyl :)

Re: DOING GOOD

[danceing_queen]

I AM 5'5. I USED TO BE ATHLETIC AND DANCE. THEN I MET MY HUSBAND. AND HE MADE ME EAT! I STOPED WORKING OUT BECAUSE I WENT STRAIGHT FROM COSMO SCHOOL TO WORK AND GOT HOME LATE AND ALL I WANTED TO DO IS SEE CHRIS! I HATE THE WAY I LOOK NOW SO THAT IS ALL THE REASONS TO CHANGE IT. WE CAN BE BUDDYS. I DON'T HAVE MESSENGER BECAUSE THIS IS MY COMPUTER AT MY OFFICE. ALL I DO IS SURF THE NET ALL DAY AND OCASHIONALY I WILL GET A CUSTOMER! I MANAGE THIS MATTRESS STORE TIL I AM WAITING TO GET MY LISCENSE. FOR COSMO. I DON'T CURRENTLY HAVE SPELL CHECK SO I BET THERE A LOT OF TYPO'S

hi

[alejandracatali]

hi i saw your message on my best friend (crushed puppet/eviable bones) journal and thought you might wanna fast with me, i am much fatter than you both though, i weigh 160 and am 5'9", comment me back about this
whitney

Re: hi

[danceing_queen]

I AM TRYING TO WORK UP TO FASTING BUT RIGHT NOW IT IS SO HARD. I CAN DO A LIQUID DIET. I HAVE BEEN DOING ABOUT 600 CALORIES A DAY AND IT IS HARD ENOUGH BUT WE CAN GIVE IT A TRY. FOR HOW LONG?