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[danceitallaway]

adderal hasn't worked.
i still can't sit still.
and time is running out. so many tests, so little time.
my heart is heavy and beating hard.
i cannot get him out of my head.
5more days and it's 20 months.
if we go down, we go down together.it's 4:52am

Comments

[soha]

hey girl, i don't have any clue about what you're going through, or why you're deleting your journal, but i believe (though i don't know you) that you're a strong person and you have what it takes to get through it all.

good luck.

[danceitallaway]

thank you.
it's all temporary.

[bananabay77]

dude steph...i know exactly what you mean. i had so much shit to do...i did nothing, slept to eleven and decided to skip every class. i just dont care. im tired of it or something. i woke up every hour to work and i decided to set my alarm for another hour. and everytime i just keep pushin it off. i was so busy last week...i think my brain crashed. i need to do a shitload more now...but think i might just go to the gym...make myself happy and then take a shower and start doin shit. anywho...i had some good dream! except its always fuckin depressing when you wake up and realize they didnt happen! blast!

[asyouretold]

good luck with everything, chick.
chin up, you're the best.

[stephaniedrenka]

i'm sad to read about your impending departure :( i hope everything works out for the best...i'll look forward to reading your entries again... stay strong and in love <3 i know you will. peace.

[ms_twix]

I hope everything will work out soon! I'm sure they will. you're an incredibly strong person and I really admire you.

come back soon. I'll be missing you!
<3