for people who haven't yet noticed.
i moved.
brandnewleaf

addit.loveit.liveit.

i don't think i'm going to write in this journal anymore. i don't really know though ( Read more... )

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i know i'm not here much anymore, but i still come on to read other entries, but now. things are changing fast and i don't really know what to do. i'm sending myself to rehab because i don't have anymore trust. i don't know when i'll be back, but i know i'll be okay. &i guess that's all that matters.

so after 5 minutes of debating whether or now i should post these pictures, i finally caved in. why? because i'm pretty in them and i am vain. i like the fact that people are attracted to my look. it boosts my ego, really. so keep your negative comments to yourself, because they will just be deleted ( Read more... )

here's a little update of what's been going on:

• i got my wrist pierced.
• my hospital bill was: $1,245.75
• i almost passed out at the HIM show.
• eating out really starts to add up.
• we're throwing a halloween party at my house.

let's just talk about how bipolar i am ( Read more... )

i don't exist anymore ( Read more... )

as people get older, they change.
a lot of times, it's for the better
and i wish i could say the same for you.

i hate the fact that i don't even know who you are anymore.
you need to prove yourself, because i don't know how much longer i can take this.
5 weeks and counting.

i still haven't replied to comments and i apologize. i am working on trying to get back to everyone, but i'm throwing too many unnecessary events in my life. in the past few days, i don't think i've been alone much, besides to sleep. i want to share the stories about these other boys that i have in my life that consume all my life now, but i'm ( Read more... )