(Untitled)

[danceitallaway]

i still haven't replied to comments and i apologize. i am working on trying to get back to everyone, but i'm throwing too many unnecessary events in my life. in the past few days, i don't think i've been alone much, besides to sleep. i want to share the stories about these other boys that i have in my life that consume all my life now, but i'm

Comments

[fried_squirrel]

i'm proud of myself because i'm finally at a point where i'm at a more improved version of myself after 2 years of crying over my first love that broke my heart into pieces

[danceitallaway]

i totally hear you

[ms_twix]

GLAD YOU'RE BACK <33
^^-

and I completely agree!
Even though, I think my heart is slowly being taken (of course it won't happen unless we actually start dating and what not), I won't lower myself, or change who i am for him. Actually, I've been doing quite well in school, mostly trying to impress him because he's the smart/shy type. But then I said 'fuck it' and decided to do well for /me/. before him, i had to do well because of my parents. that didn't get me anywhere either.
I'm still crushing on this guy, but it won't be the end of the world if he ends up rejecting me.
Besides, I'm still young. I can't wait to go out to clubs and what not and just hang out with my /FRIENDS/, who i am more so concerned about than getting myself a boy-toy.

[in_her_shoes]

jesus steph. that means we are burried alone, not that we die alone. havent you ever seen the notebook? gaaawd. but i feel like i a much stronger person after i realized, shockingly, that the world didnt end when i broke up with my boyfriend. when i woke up the next morning i was still there, and life was still going on even though i was shut up in my room. so i said fuck it and life is grand!!

oh, and its good to have you back!
xoxo

[deepinsideofme7]

i need to take your advice. i feel like this is speaking to me.

fuck i'm so dumb.

[danceitallaway]

i am coming home tuesday evening.
you and i are going to get coffee again and smoke cigarettes and just talk. everything takes time and this isn't all going to go away overnight. it took me 4.5 years to truly get over my ex even though he was an absolute asshole that never respected me.

things might get worse before they get better, but hang in there. it all works out in the end. i mean, me and you didn't start off nicely and look at us now.

[deepinsideofme7]

yahh you're coming home =)
i see what you mean. i don't want to imagine myself still caring about this guy who treats me so abousolutely terriable say..4.5 years from now. i feel like there has to be something in this world that can just end it. end all of it. like, now!! fuck, i'm so done being upset all the time, crying and hating him (when i know i'm really just hurting and i don't infact hate him at all, but i wish i could!!) it's the most frustrating situation i have ever been in and the hardest one to get out of...i just wish i was stronger and could just walk away and not look back...ugg. i'm tired just thinking about all the shit he's put me through.

i need fucking help.

[providential]

slow yourself down before jumping into a relationship, because it.is.so.much.work. i feel like so many people fall into relationships because of the fear of being alone forever.

Word.