my real issues? tell me what they are since you know your facts and such.
you have no idea what's been going on with my parents and i. i'll be the first to admit, we had really rocky times when i was in highschool. who does with their parents? but now things are really great, especially with my mom and i. we talk almost daily about everything and anything and she's given me such great insight about my life.
i don't know what you're talking about when you say i don't have to be the person i think i have to be. yeah, for a long time i felt like i had to be strong for so many people and write to inspire, but that's not even the case now. i write for me and it feels so goood.
right now, i'm on such a high from life and i am living the way i want to live. nothing is holding me back and i'm sorry you can't see that.
wow. whoever's the anonymous person needs to fuckin grow up. and leave a name next time?
i hate crap anonymous posts like that.
anyways, I'm also very bipolar too. realised that just yesterday. i was so completely happy and enthusastic monday morning (why? no idea). but all of a sudden, I got very, very moody later on after lunch. i'm still pretty grumpy. not even all that sure why. I'm blaming it on the 'catcher in the rye' - Holden needs to shut the fuck up about people being phoney.
anyways, i'm glad to hear that you're starting to look at things differently! Hopefully one day soon i'll be able to do the same thing. too bad my vision's quite narrow at the moment.
I hate to tell you this, but despite what you learned in your high school psychology class, you are not bipolar. What you describe is very normal, and happens to just about everyone.
People who are really bipolar to the point where they have trouble functioning are people who are having a great time with some friends while sitting around watching the game, or their favorite show, and 10 minutes into it go into the bathroom and try to kill themselves.
I'm not the one who needs to "grow up". The people that need to grow up are those that try to shift blame their problems on pseudo psychological disorders to get away from their real problems. In this case, family tension and disapproval, and personal issues from a lack of self control and direction.
It doesn't matter what my name is. For all intent and purposes it could be Batman, and so it shall be.
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October 20 2005, 00:06:29 UTC
i randomly stumbled across your journal through the IMU Yahoo! contest during my insomniac nights, cause I thought you and bernard were definitely the best couple. i was intrigued so i've read a lot of your older entries (including those on your previous blog). you're an awesome person, and i have honestly gone through like 90% of the things you went through. i'm 19, too, and live in toronto, canada. so yeah, i don't have a journal or anything, but i just wanted to tell you that you're very funny and very smart. msn me if you want: twinkie_86@hotmail.com (don't mind the address...it was made when i was 13, i think). good luck with everything! you're "grool"!
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get your facts straight before you start saying shit that you don't even know.
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You know, you don't have to be this person that you somehow think you have to be. You can be whoever you want.
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you have no idea what's been going on with my parents and i. i'll be the first to admit, we had really rocky times when i was in highschool. who does with their parents? but now things are really great, especially with my mom and i. we talk almost daily about everything and anything and she's given me such great insight about my life.
i don't know what you're talking about when you say i don't have to be the person i think i have to be. yeah, for a long time i felt like i had to be strong for so many people and write to inspire, but that's not even the case now. i write for me and it feels so goood.
right now, i'm on such a high from life and i am living the way i want to live. nothing is holding me back and i'm sorry you can't see that.
but thank you for your wise words.
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and leave a name next time?
i hate crap anonymous posts like that.
anyways, I'm also very bipolar too. realised that just yesterday. i was so completely happy and enthusastic monday morning (why? no idea). but all of a sudden, I got very, very moody later on after lunch.
i'm still pretty grumpy. not even all that sure why.
I'm blaming it on the 'catcher in the rye' - Holden needs to shut the fuck up about people being phoney.
anyways, i'm glad to hear that you're starting to look at things differently! Hopefully one day soon i'll be able to do the same thing. too bad my vision's quite narrow at the moment.
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People who are really bipolar to the point where they have trouble functioning are people who are having a great time with some friends while sitting around watching the game, or their favorite show, and 10 minutes into it go into the bathroom and try to kill themselves.
I'm not the one who needs to "grow up". The people that need to grow up are those that try to shift blame their problems on pseudo psychological disorders to get away from their real problems. In this case, family tension and disapproval, and personal issues from a lack of self control and direction.
It doesn't matter what my name is. For all intent and purposes it could be Batman, and so it shall be.
-Batman
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so yeah, i don't have a journal or anything, but i just wanted to tell you that you're very funny and very smart.
msn me if you want: twinkie_86@hotmail.com (don't mind the address...it was made when i was 13, i think).
good luck with everything! you're "grool"!
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