and on top of all that why do I suddenly have the urge to do something i've been afraid to do since i was about 13 years old. i'm sick of putting on the act, i don't want the regret again. maybe since we're far away it's easier? but it's not like he was that much closer back home so to speak. all this thinking is giving me a headache but i can't ( Read more... )

So basically I still have no friends here. It's so hard. Everyone has made so many friends easily it seems like and then there is me. I feel like I'm annoying the friends that I do have cuz I'm like strangling them. I can't find people who are like my friends back home yet. 3 weeks has gone by it's not gunna get easier, it's only gunna get harder. ( Read more... )

Cheerleading thursday went pretty well. Did enough jumps, my legs are gunna double in size. We started mounting and I like my mount group. Friday work study was ridiculous we only have enough work to take up an hour and a 1/2 going extremely slow. So cool I prolly made like 5-6 bucks for the week. That night me, Seth, Michelle, Nadine, Jess and ( Read more... )

have you......this summer of 2005 ( Read more... )

School is slowly starting to become more fun. The other day I was eating lunch with Tom at Campus Center and they were blasting Whitney Houston "I Will ALways Love You" and it was soo funny we couldn't eat we were laughing so hard. So many guys here at IC are still with their girlfriends. Everyones away message says like "love u miss u baby" and it ( Read more... )

BusDriverBob248: thats us the BLO boys ( Read more... )

So I finally found a group of kids who remind me of my friends back home. I met these 2 guys thru Seth who are roomates and they are sooo much fun. Ben who's from Chicago reminds me of Brad sooo much. Matt is really awesome too and from LI. There's those guys and I've been hanging out with 3 girls that have partied together with us. It's a great ( Read more... )

ImSadButImLaffin: Umm kaitlyn, your parents are not paying for you to go to college so you can party ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an awesome day. I woke up and Lindsay, Krista and I went to IHOP for a goodbye breakfast. It was so sad saying goodbye. I then went to the mall with my abdale and then dinner with my grandparents. After dinner I went to Matt's where me, him and Andy went to the Erie County fair and had so much fun. We got so much free shit, some lady ( Read more... )

SHORTYsokrplya14: ps, you don ( Read more... )