I have so much going through my head right now. It's summer vacation and I'm still stressed. When to transfer and if I even get in ( Read more... )

So with tomorrow as the last day of class, I have alot to say. I was just reading all my previous entries to confirm my feelings from the begining of the year. I was right. I'm absolutely miserable here. I've been since like October. College is supposed to be about making friends, growing as a person, being independent, more freedom, and opening ( Read more... )

Wow so it's been a while since I updated this. Things are pretty much the same. Still not that happy at Ithaca. It has gotten better the whole social life thing but. I go to school with kids that come from extremely wealthy families and I can't take it. Their parents tell them not to work, give them however much money they need for whatever they ( Read more... )

I don't know if this is just because I'm really missing my friends lately or what but I'm not really happy at Ithaca right now. Maybe because I don't have alot of friends here too but. I've been extremely annoyed lately. Honestly Liza annoys the shit outta me about everything. So many people here are so concerned about their looks, and what ( Read more... )

It's really weird. Some days I'm fine and then other days I still can't get over it. Or him. I just can't believe he would do that. And god knows what I still feel about the whole thing. It makes me sick to my stomach to think about. But on the other hand ( Read more... )

School has been going ok. Anatomy sucks and I'm never going to be able to declare a major. I love my new roomate. We get along pretty well and she actually goes out and has a life and stuff. There was soo much floor drama tonight it was hysterical. it started off with the boys calling liza a bitch and they were just way out of line. Then Liz and ( Read more... )

So I pretty much forgot live journal existed. But there's nothing really to write about anyway. Things are the same and I think they'll stay this way. The Bogart boys are useless (minus tom, byard, zack and sometimes dave) and so I still haven't found what I want/need. Being here really makes me appreciate my friends back home. Me and Corey are ( Read more... )

Things here are just kinda weird right now. I'm having fun but when I stop and think about things it just seems off. I haven't talked to Brad in a week. I had a dream about him and I called him but his suitemate answered saying he has no clue where he is. Maybe I'll be pathetic and try again. I know I'll be pathetic and try again ( Read more... )

I am so happy for last night. I don't really know where this puts us. Talking for 2 hours last night wasn't enough. How am I gunna make it to thanksgiving. So many questions. I got something off my chest that I've been carrying since I was like 8, 9 years old. Sounds ridiculous but its true. Well I guess maybe since I was like 13 for real but. I ( Read more... )

I was sooo excited to come home this weekend untill I found out that cheerleading bonding is tonight. I don't wanna miss this cuz the girls are really nice and if I do I will probably be like an outsider the entire year so. It'll prolly be crazy tonight. But I really wanted to go home. Around here it seems like everyone is feeling the same. We're ( Read more... )