i have a half of a pack of cigarettes
some good sneakers
and a heavy coat.

i think i'll take a walk and see where i end up.

my boyfriend just ran out in the sleet and snow
to get my tampons out of my car
because i knew i'd start in the morning.

it doesnt get better than that.

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i stand in an overflowing shower, thinking of all the things that have happened last night. the crying, the holding, the going away and coming back of it all. i refuse to let the fact that he treats me like shit sink in. i want to hold on to the shred of truth that our relationship has become. he told a girl, my friend, that he wanted to hold ( Read more... )

( sometimes, i like to get naked. )

amber v.2006 is being recalled.

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