the initial shock and "i hate you" period is slowly coming to an end, and i don't think i want to kill anyone anymore, but i'm still feeling really sad/lonely and helpless. i realize now that i probably should have seen all this coming, cause there were definitely some signs, but there were also signs that everything was fantastic, and i guess that ( Read more... )

the world is a cruel place. i hate my life. i don't think i have faith in people anymore.

so i come home this morning and checked my email, and there's one from my psych prof saying that most of today's lecture we already covered in the other class i'm taking with her, so i should just take the day off. sometimes professors rock. other times they dont... like when she's making us turn in a report on the same day that we're giving ( Read more... )

grrr, i'm on antibiotics right now, and my body is having a reaction to it. i've never had a bad reaction to medicine before, i might go back to the doctor if the side effect doesn't go away. but today will get better regardless of that, cause andrew's midterm is today, so once he's done with that he'll be in such a better mood and that will make ( Read more... )

here are some pictures from SF. enjoy!

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I went into NYC with Chris yesterday to see Avenue Q and to show him around since he's never been there before. It was so much fun except that my sneakers gave me huge blisters and I had to walk home from the train station bare foot :( Chris wanted to see the Brooklyn Bridge (I'm still not quite sure why) but I had absolutely no idea how to get ( Read more... )

So Kristen, Meg and I were sitting at Starbucks in Selden when we see Trevor walking in the parking lot. We bang on the window and he sees us and starts running wildly for the door. I get up to meet him with a hug, but instead he jumps on me, his legs around my waist, and we topple over sideways as one unit and knock over an entire display case. ( Read more... )

eveyrone's drunkkkkkkkkkkk di dunky dunkyd udnkdy

funny, even though i'm only leaving my friends for 3-4 months, i'm suddenly really sad to go home. much of this has to do with the fact that i just said goodbye to chris and i hate that we have to put things on hold right after they got started. but he may come visit me at some point during the summer, and failing that he might come back to school ( Read more... )

so i officially can't relate to people who aren't from new york. i was talking about jekyll and hyde and my friend starting singing a song that was clearly NOT in the musical. so we argued for about 20 minutes about it. then when we got back to our dorm we went online and looked it up. turns out she was singing a song that was from the show when it ( Read more... )